Depressed Mind

It is a constant gnawing and confusion that is hard to explain. Something has started to eat me from the inside and I can't put my finger on it. What is this weight in my head? That's not a headache. I must be sick. Is it a fever coming on? No it is not. I know it will stay with me for a while. I'm afraid? I try to acknowledge its existence. I have been told that understanding itself is medicine.
It is a constant gnawing and confusion that is hard to explain. Something has started to eat me from the inside and I can't put my finger on it. What is this weight in my head? That's not a headache. I must be sick. Is it a fever coming on? No it is not. I know it will stay with me for a while. I'm afraid? I try to acknowledge its existence. I have been told that understanding itself is medicine.

All around it is a descending and lingering gloom. It's like everything around turns gray and black. There is no other color. No additional color is needed. Why do I always feel like crying? There is no obvious reason to cry! However, it is so. The tears have to come out. Suddenly tiredness overcomes. Every ounce of energy is depleted. My limbs are weak and I urgently need sleep. I sleep like there is no tomorrow, with no desire to wake up because there is no longer any desire to see the world. My bed became my savior.

What happened to the hobbies and activities that I loved? I lose interest in everything. All the events that are happening around me seem like a movie running at a distance. Fatigue has become a major part of my life. How to explain this to someone? Is there a noticeable change in my appetite? Eating habits have changed. I began to isolate myself.

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